<p>Promises I make to myself…<br />\n1. I won't stare at my sister's fiance's super hot best friend, even when he takes his shirt off at a dinner party.<br />\n2. I won't look him up online and check out photos from his professional soccer career.<br />\n3. And I definitely won't fantasize about him late at night.<br />\nOops. Broke all three. But in my defense, his abs and that arrogant smile are my catnip. Plus it's been a while.<br />\nBut no matter how sexy Asher St James is, I will never let on that he's at the top of a long list of things I want to do.<br />\nAnd I keep that last promise.<br />\nWell, mostly…</p>